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July 24 hmm..... what took me so long??It must be my freaking lazy bones, they've kicked-in for such a long time. My readers have missed so much for the past eight months. 8 months for crying out loud, so much happened, so much seen and it has not been documented....sigh! November 17 in the middle of the night...... I must be getting insomnia.... can't really sleep nowadays. It's 3.45am now and I am still awake. I have been checking out some stuffs over the internet - - checking babes to be precise, which I double guareentee is not for my benefit. It's for my brother Chee Mun. You remember the sucker who I relate the KCM Syndrome to? That's the guy. I am screening the girl on his behalf, introduced by my friend. I will need a second opinion on the girl as brother Ray say it's okie but not to me. So I think we need an odd number to determind that I guess.
Back to the point, I can't sleep, while doing my blogs, i am actually chatting with Ray over certain stuffs to sensitive to talk in Malaysia. But I am not going into it as my blog is non-political. I don't think I will want to sleep tonight as I need to wake up at 6.00am afterwards to attend a weekly meeting of the BNI (Business Network International), no point sleeping I guess. I'll be a walking zombie in the late afternoons..... considering tomorrow will be a buzy day for me.
Nothing's change much since my last blog entry. Only the fact that I was getting more and more ass-whooping from the boss due to low sales, attitude of my men, stocks in the outlets, flyers, banners, low sales..... low sales and low sales. Hey, that's the only remaining main reason I guess.:) That's a discovery, yeah!!!! (My ass)
Life sucks when I want to put them in words. I can't think of any interesting events to write. I got friends that went vacations, doing something special and so on.......... me? just routines that I myself find it boring. I hope my gf won't mind. Hoping to do something special for her, but it's all about budgetting..... I am a failure I guess.
Argh....... life sucks!!!! Especially in the middle of the night when I am all alone....
October 03 To conquer a man's heart.....As the old saying goes, " to conquer a man's heart is through his stomach.".............. Well, I personally find it not true. Why? To be honest, My girl friend can't really cook well, but then she has already dominated my heart, that's why! The pictures that you see was during the dinner time of my anniversary. Picture numero uno is "Sweet and Sour Pork" hmm.... which she put too much flour in the meat to make it kinda feel like you are eating fry flour, worst still it was covered with sweet and sour sauce which made it ....... kinda funny. Picture numero duo is "Fried Long beans with Garlic and Meat Balls" ..... it was good. Just nice and simple which in a way was my favourite that night. And Numero Trio is "Stewed Tofu with soya milk and meat" I have to admit that was my failure cause i bought the wrong type of Soya Milk. It was suppose to be plain soya milk , but instead i bought the sweet one....... in which made the stew sweet and salty. Sigh........ Thousand years of training, lost in one strike........ Though I complain much, still I was truly blessed to have someone that care for me cook for me..... As my papa always say," women can't cook properly unless they have a man who has a picky tongue, so teach her..." and that I find is true!!!!!! October 01 My 2nd anniversary YOHOHO!! It's the time of the year again today. Yes, it's my 2nd very happy anniversary with my beautiful lady, Tzy Yan ;-). Today is the mark for me to recap all the things I have done with her for the past one year. These memories are sometimes happy, there were also sad times, angry times, joyeous times, fustrated times, annoying times, good times and bad times....... all and all this year was definately a very meaningful year for the both of us. Finding a girl to court is easy, courtship is always exciting whether you succeed in the in end, after the sucessful courting phase, then comes a relationship more intimate than friends, intimacy is fun, then it comes sharing every detail of your life. The exploration and fun part comes to an end in time, where everything seems bored and everything becomes a routine. This is where the biggest challenge comes in. The determination to maintaining the relationship and move on. Many have succeeded and many have died in battle. Obstacles in a relationship are bound o happen every now and then. They come in the guise of time limitation, misunderstanding, lack of passion, distance, materialistic needs, 3rd party involvement, etc, etc. I personally endured a few of the items I myself describe earlier. The first thing to do when you see these buggers coming in is to eliminate it as soon as possible. These buggers are cancerious, the longer you take to address it, the worst it gets. The only question you and I mean THE ONLY QUESTION to ask yourself is that , "do you really love your better half until you will do everything in your power to make it better?" If the answer is "Yes", then you will know what to do. It is the same when "No" is the answer. I really cherish the relationship I have with Tzy Yan. Therefore, whenever we encounter such buggers, I make sure I be honest and be frank wih her, vice versa. Good communication is essential, honesty is needed with the speaker, rational reasoning is for the listener. Most important is the trust that you have built in the duration of the relationship. Without that, all the above mention is not valid. For the readers of this blog, I hope that my telescopic view on the topic of relation will show some sort of light in your wonderful and fruitful relationship between you and your better half. As for myself, I will continue doing what I do and hope that in the many days to come, our love will get better and only better.......... shite... i totally forgot!!!If my dear friend, Raymond did not send me a message the other that, I would have totally forgotten that I did not put in my entries for the past few months. It was not that I want to use the excuse of time limitation, but then I do not have any other excuses to give my blog. Oh Bloggie........ I was wrong to neglect you, I will try to make it up to up by filling up more and more or your spaces.... I'll stuff you life a Christmas Turkey :) June 17 All the hexes in the world.... curse themIt was a very dark and down week for me. Life is not happy that I was actually happy in my current state. One freaking incident was not enough, it had to be two.
I do not wish to remind myself in this blog about my very crazy incident.
1. Just that I sincerely ask you not to receive any payment in cheque, cols hard cash is always the best.
2. Neverever f*** leave you valueble things unattended. keep them well! May 27 The Power of human mind As I was sitting in my living room with my housemate trying to build his blog on this very server, I caught a glimspe on a particular picture that made my heart ached. The first thing that came to my mind was, :" What the hell did I do to myself?" As you can see from the pictures attach, a comparison of me, myself and I during these few years. Big changes eh? From 75kg to 95kg++ an addition of 20kgs during a span of 5 freaking years..... but come to think of it, it was just only 4 kgs per years:)
I have been making promises to myself ever since the New Year that I will make sure that I will take of some extra lards of my body and regain my glorious moments. My biggest interest now is to retrain and sharpen my skills in Taekwon-Do which I tried hard to forget. A passion that live in my blood for than 18years.Nevertheless, I have failed myself and Taekwon-Do.
During my early ages, will power is at the flick of my hand. I can manage to force myself through 10KM jog everyday, pushups and situps in the hundreds twice a day, extensive TKD training every alternate day. Even though it was a tough thingy, but then I was not committed to anything apart from my studies....it was the nothing to do thing that made me have a strong will to exercise......
Now, times are different where there is work, relationship and etc etc commitments, and I find it hard to convince myself to work on those fat and over loose flesh. The willingness of exercise has been lost during those days of liquor, ciggerattes and fast food.
To force my pathetic self to work on it, I think I will have to swear on THE BLOG that I will start working out on Monday 29th May 2006 morning at 7am. I will jog 3KM every alternate day and train TKD on the other days. Quit smoking and eat well until I find peace with myself. If I fail to do so.... I will have to quit sex until I get it done!!!! You guys be my judge! May 24 My big brother's birthday What comes into your mind when you have a friend who is 29 years of age whom has naot been in a relationship before in his whole life?? Our Pride???As I was driving to my office one day, caught in a traffic jam in Jalan Ampang. What did I see? The nation's pride.... The Petronas Twin Towers. A though came through my mind.... is it really the pride or the scar of the country? Please do give me feed backs on what you guys think. Thanks |
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